Everyone Hates Me

wanna know what i noticed everywhere i go the world hates me and i have no friends i moved to times been to lots of different schools and everyone hates me i dont know why they hate me though they do think im really scary and im not scary at all everyday at lunch they force to leave the table there so immature in my class sometimes im ready to scream at them!!!!
i don't know why they have to be so mean I never get invited to parties and there was alot of parties this year so far and i only got invited to 3 my friend jordan and to paul and will's but will was just turning 2 and paul was just turning 4.I dont know why its so hard for me to make friends i hate how they all hate me and whenever i try to talk to them they tell me go away people will just walk past me and be really mean one time i was walking past this kid brandon and he said "EWWWWW" for no reason i was just minding my own business walking past him. i did not do anything i just walked past him but then i yelled "shutup" right in his face really loud and taught him a lesson.